I have been thinking to myself about this project that I know I cannot afford by myself and of which I am relying on the community to help make possible. And what I have been thinking is that if god and the universe what this to be, then it will come to pass and I just have to keep putting one foot in front of the next because that is what is directed of me to do.
I wish I had the power to conjure up the voice of the great spirit and grasp the ever so gentle whispers of assurance, but that is not who I am. I am a man who by rights should not be alive, let alone at the University of Washington studying History and Philosophy preparing for Law and the United Nations. It is only by grace that I am.
So, I guess it boils down to faith and trust that this is what I am supposed to be doing and just keep doing the next indicated thing.
What an incredible journey life is.